I'm lost.
In all the noise,
The sirens,
The phones,
The talking,
The screaming,
The crying,
The responsibilities,
The obligations,
The commitments,

The worries,

The fears,

The guilt,

The regrets,

The layers,
The defenses.
The chaos.

I wish that
I could find
For myself
A small place
In this huge world
Where I can be alone.
To reflect.
To listen to the silence.
And I wonder if -
In the solitude.
In the stillness.
I could find myself.
And if I did -
Would I regret it?